I think, like many bodybuilders he's always had a craving for cock, but had to keep that macho straight image. Once he got a taste, and his ass feel another muscled mans cock meat he needed it more and more. I bet he's loving being a big muscled power bottom now, have another muscled man feeling and admire his hot body and good looks. John has always been good looking, his face and hot body, big muscled butt and heavy cock meat, but big John looks best with a big cock up his hungry ass, can see the stress leave his handsome face once his ass is feeding on a big hard cock
I didn't really say "sorry". Also, I don't think it's about things making sense - it's just who I am and the way I am. And I don't accept myself in any way, shape or form about anything - it's a terrible way to live and that's what makes me insane.
Hey there's no reason to apologize. We all do - and don't do - things that just don't make a lot of sense. I'm completely "out" about my inconsistencies. All I ask is that you accept yourself with all your flaws. It's the only sane way to live!
Like I said, he's perfect. Guess I am just too cautious and too apprehensive and too self-conscious - probably why I don't do "anything" and am not having any fun.